Saturday, January 22, 2011

NOT EMO!! or in love in any way...

i am staring at this blank post as begin to fill it up with this words that u are reading as well as seeing. just an early warning. I AM NOT IN ANY WAY EMO WITH THIS POST THAT YOU WILL BEGIN TO READ.

no i am not.
okay, as people begin to read this and once they reach the end, they'd wonder, what the heck is wrong with me, am i emo? in love? just lost love? well frankly i just love writing and typing, well here goes.

l.o.v.e.

there was this one saying from a movie i saw sometime back

it said that well many people talk of love, but only a few have seen or found it.

this actually got me thinking bout the whole approach by guys when it comes to girls.

u have those who play it cool... play the waiting game and they'd find their match...

there are those who have to work really hard to find it, and when they do its more challenging to keep the relationship going..

so this two, well lets just keep it at this two categories eh, this two categories got me thinking, which guy am i..

i felt like i have once waited and at the same time have been the one looking..

and i still have not found anyone..

this got me to question my motives.. my intentions..

i know it is good intentions..

but am i that so much missing love in my life from another person??

or am i just like ive posted before, am just looking for that other shoulder to lean on..

im not implying im just looking for a girl to share my troubles, but for me to share hers as well..

thus it made me wonder..

this didnt feel like love or anything..

it was like a mutual business agreement kinda thing....

which brings it down to this...

i feel that i have not known that feeling like some of my friends have..

u know the im in love kinda feel...

and i know i dont..

thats y sometimes i just keep on looking for it too much...

but i feel like maybe im just looking for companionship...

a simple relationship based on being friends..

only then seeing where it leads to...

i've made bad choices in life, and only through this choices i learnt from my mistakes...

but maybe i should turn it down a notch and think about what love is...

a relationship based on friendship is not weird..

it is still a beautiful thing...

friends will build trust and this will build other things...

as i feel...

that...

not everyone will get that love feel right before you know the person...

friendship is where it all starts right??

2 comments:

  1. true babling in the nights judge!..T_T

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  2. haha.. yeah.. sad but true... a friend just said aku sangap perempuan ape hahaha

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