Monday, September 27, 2010

jiwang...

haha... it has been a while since i updated this blog... really really long..
even the thought of updating it makes me go lazy... guess i should stop blogging lah...

even so... i have this jiwang feeling tonight..
and writing what ever i feel on the FB status thingy just doesnt feel right..
its gonna be long...
i have a pending bring back home exam to finish and submit tomoro yet i'm bugged by this feeling of jiwangness...

so i had a thought.. what the hell is jiwang in English... i mean how do we explain it???

jiwang aint horny.. lol.. it cant be la.. if not Malaysia will have lotsa horny people and horny musicians... and horny music..

just made me wonder... whats this feeling that at that moment u feel vulnerable and in need of companionship... is it desperation for a companion?

i dont think it is.. but hey maybe it is... just got to many things to cope with hahaha...

but still is jiwang just another feeling? what the hell is it.. hahaha..

then is it considered being or feeling mushy...
well if it is then i guess im being mushy rite now... but no one to be mushy with...

arghhh... i guess i'd just better go off to bed...